collection of screencaps from that short I made summer 2012. I made them all tile-ish so they’re nicer to look at. I think this started out as something very personal to me, and eventually it got washed down quite a bit and became more watchable.
Italy was where I took the happiest sad pictures. In front of my eyes there would be some of the most beautiful landscapes I’d ever seen, yet I’d miss all of it, because behind the camera I was depressed out of my mind, trying to run after everything that was bad for me. It’s like I really wanted to have something to remember, a name to write down, and thought that if I gave enough of myself away, I could fix anything. I guess I’d once again attracted a lot of people who liked to take and not give; it was basically 2011 in a new disguise. But I’ve grown a lot since then, I learned to just walk away, and I feel like I’ve reached this place where I can finally give myself some well-deserved respect.